Do you ever miss people that you don't think you have the right to miss? I know that seems weird... like, who or what could give that right or take it away? But, that's what I'm feeling today. It's not a great feeling, because without any right to claim a feeling one way or the other about a particular individual, there's nothing I can do about it. I can't call or text or write a letter that says, simply, "I miss you." There were two people in my dreams last night that I haven't spoken to in a while. I swear my subconscious likes to plague me with missing and longing randomly. If I've been too happy or too detached (which is a pleasant state for me), it'll just show me something I want but can't have (see previous entry), or something I no longer have.
And, while I know this won't bring me any real peace, it's the most I can do for now.
Person 1 - I miss the way things were. Those days are gone...and it's for the best for both of us. That doesn't mean that I don't think of you sometimes... and it doesn't mean that I don't miss you.
Person 2 - I just miss you.
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