It's finally over.
The last week was one that needed to happen, despite all my reluctance to let it. I'm now absolved of any guilt I could have possible felt from saying that I won't ever go back there. It was a horrible week full of all the things that demonstrate so very clearly how I just don't fit there...and how I never will...and how happy that makes me. It feels good to let go.
It's weird to learn a lesson that I'm planning to teach a character I'm writing...and weird that I'm learning it so late in the game. While it's true that there is "no place like home," that home is not necessarily the place you were born or raised; it's the place you make your home. I'm using the word "place" wrong, I guess... I mean the people, too. Technically, KS should be my home...and in that sense another saying is true, no matter that its contradictory: "you can't go home again."
It's also nice to see home for the first time...again...every once in a while.
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